I HARDLY CAN FIND PEACE IN MY MIND. I FOUND IT HERE. PLEASE RESPECT MY CHAMBER OF PEACE . xx
"   Death must be so beautiful. To lie in the soft brown earth, with the grasses waving above one’s head, and listen to silence. To have no yesterday, and no tomorrow. To forget time, to forgive life, to be at peace.   "
Oscar Wilde (via n-ephthys)
I just cant cry, I just wanna run as fast as I can , as hard as I can and forget everything. I tried my best and you just dont know me. I gave all my best, I spent my nights sometimes thinking for the impossible things. Boy, you are so pretty . I quit cause you asked me to. Goodbye !
levels of love

weteevee:

1. ily
2. luv u
3. love you
4. i love you
5. I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH

"   I have a deep fear of being too much. That one day
I will find my someone, and they will realize that I am
a hurricane. That they will step back and be intimidated
by my muchness.   "
Rumbles From My Head (via sadlittlewords)
I cant deny the fact that I’m actually a moron !

They said “honesty is a very expensive thing, dont give it to cheap people”..
Well, I just broke that statement.  I’ve been completely honest, and done something I am not just to help people.
Im so fuckin naive. Thats just who I am. I hate that word “naive”. It’s slowly killing me.
I kept the people who dont even care about me or my feelings would be if they said something harsh. I helped them cause they said they’ve been there.  The place that nobody can even describe how horrible it is unless you feel the same. The place that just you and your mind and nobody is going to save you.

“depression”. “lonely” . “numbness” . “empty”

I’ve been there. And I wanna help people who are in there or ever been there. I wanna help them no matter how the way it takes. Just  to make them feel better.
Even doing something I’m not.

I guess my job is done. I did such a great job to actually made my self looks even terrible before I knew you.

I might be stupid for you, I cant properly talk english or gramatically write them right.. at least I have a lil pride for being such an honest person that nobody can take that from me.